They sneak in, yanno.
The dark things you stuff behind the sofa when you're awake and keeping yourself busy.
The OMG's...the "what if I waited too long's"...the "I don't wanna do this" thoughts that tickle the mind at night.
Gotta keep a lid onnit...hold it in...stuff it down.
Can't let them be afraid...the family...they worry enough already.
(Crap...didn't I do this once already when Jim died????)
sonofabitch.
It's OK...it'll be OK.
Oncology doc and my research say it's treatable...curable...rip the bastard out and all will be well.
That's my story and I'm stickin' to it.
To life.
CH says L'Chaim, my friend.
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